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(written 6/28/6)

 

It isn’t that deep down I believe there are god-like aliens of another dimension overlook our actions.  I give this under a 5% probability; thus that such gods would install a reward system has an even lower probability.  That there is an incorporeal creator of the universe about one chance in a million, and zero probability if you add to the proposition omniscience, omnipotent, and perfect beneficent. Moreover, if there are gods of some sort, I consider it about a 5% chance that they want us to pray to them, and less than 1% that any one of the major world religions have been molded by such super beings.  Moreover, it is much more likely that they would reward an enlightened skeptic such as Bertrand Russell than a Martin Luther.  The analytic side concludes that religion is a human, social phenomenon, like the belief in alternative medicines, ghosts, and how wonderful our political-economic system is.   

 

Though a skeptic, I still cling to a set of imaginary deities, for such thoughts are pleasing.  I was raised without religion and the gods whom I have had the greatest exposure to are the Greco-Roman group. I studied Latin in junior high school, and first read the bible when I was eighteen.   I am a classicist, for I have spent more hours reading the works of that period than the literature, history, and philosophy of any other period. Thus I imagine the gods to be like the idealized Jesus, free of the hell and devotion demands and expecting us to behave godly.  Now instead of just an abstract system of ethics (utilitarianism for me), I also have imaginary, anthropomorphic buddies; ones who chide me when I fall below the standards of beneficence, good example, and inner peace that their favorite humans have obtained. Such am imaginary friend helps me towards a goal. 

 

  The goal is—again leaning on the Greek wisdom--that of the good life, which in Greek is eudemonia.  Central to such life is ataraxia  (another Greek term that is part of the English language). It is an inner calmness free of fears and unbridled passions, for they would reduce the ability to obtain the purer pleasures.  Purer pleasures are those which have minimal associated discomforts, such as those obtained through studies and the association with friends having a similar view of the good life.  There are negative passions that are to be avoided include those associated with anger, loss of temper, cruel thoughts, and delight harm befalling others:  A loving heart is happier. Thus it is essential to maximize the ability of the rational side to control the animal side, but not to deny it.  Reason is the guide for obtaining the purer pleasures. The other major piece eudemonia is that of honor.  This conception of the good life I imbued my imaginary gods with.  This combination of ideals:  of reason, of calmness, of inner peace, of pleasant thoughts, of honor, of delighting in promoting the good, The gods are full of love.  I strive towards their perfection. 

 

This striving for god-consciousness is my religious quest.  I enjoy such thoughts and have written at length on this.  The love of all things is a central part of that path.  

 

Honesty is another part of that goal.  As Socrates said, know thyself.  Thus I ought to reduce the conflict between belief and action.  This website is part of my effort to live my faith.  Thanks for visiting.

I AM in great anxiety. I write these things unto thee, I AM in great anxiety. I write these things unto thee, that when thou hast heard them thou mayest be grieved for me. For as my daughter Herodias, who is dear to me, was playing upon a pool of water which had ice upon it, it broke under her, and all her body went down, and her head was cut off and remained on the surface of the ice. And behold, her mother is holding her head upon her knees in her lap, and my whole house is in great sorrow. For I, when I heard of the man Jesus, wished to come to thee, that I might see him alone, and hear his word, whether it was like that of the sons of men. And it is certain that because of the many evil things which were done by me to John the Baptist, and because I mocked the Christ, behold I receive the reward of righteousness, for I have shed much blood of others' children upon the earth. Therefore the judgments of God are righteous; for every man receives according to his thought. But since thou wast worthy to see that God-man, therefore it becometh you to pray for me. My son Azbonius also is in the agony of the hour of death. And I too am in affliction and great trial, because I have the dropsy; and am in great distress, because I persecuted the introducer of baptism by water, which was John. Therefore, my brother, the judgments of God are righteous. And my wife, again, through all her grief for her daughter, is become blind in her left eye, because we desired to blind the Eye of righteousness. There is no peace to the doers of evil, saith the Lord. For already great affliction cometh upon the priests and upon the writers of the law; because they delivered unto thee the Just One. For this is the consummation of the world, that they consented that the Gentiles should become heirs. For the children of light shall be cast out, for they have not observed the things which were preached concerning the Lord, and concerning his Son. Therefore gird up thy loins, and receive righteousness, thou with thy wife remembering Jesus night and day; and the kingdom shall belong to you Gentiles, for we the (chosen) people have mocked the Righteous One. Now if there is place for our request, 0 Pilate, because we were at one time in power, bury my household carefully; for it is right that we should be buried by thee, rather than by the priests, whom, after a little time, as the Scriptures say, at the coming of Jesus Christ, vengeance shall overtake. Fare thee well, with Procla thy wife. I send thee the earrings of my daughter and my own ring, that they may be unto thee a memorial of my decease. For already do worms begin to issue from my body, and lo, I am receiving temporal judgment, and I am afraid of the judgment to come. For in both we stand before the works of the living God; but this judgment, which is tempora1, is for a time, while that to come is judgment for ever. End of the Letter to Pilate the Governor. =================================================== LETTER OF PILATE TO HEROD. PILATE TO HEROD THE TETRARCH: PEACE. KNOW and see, that in the day when thou didst deliver Jesus unto me, I took pity on myself, and testified by washing my hands (that I was innocent), concerning him who rose from the grave after three days, and had performed thy pleasure in him, for thou didst desire me to be associated with thee in his crucifixion. But I now learn from the executioners and from the soldiers who watched his sepulchre that he rose from the dead. And I have especially confirmed what was told me, that he appeared bodily in Galilee, in the same form, and with the same voice, and with the same doctrine, and with the same disciples, not having changed in anything, but preaching with boldness his resurrection, and an everlasting kingdom. And behold, heaven and earth rejoice; and behold, Procla my wife is believing in the visions which appeared unto her, when thou sentest that I should deliver Jesus to the people of Israel, because of the ill-will they had. Now when Procla, my wife, heard that Jesus was risen, and had appeared in Galilee, she took with her Longinus the centurion and twelve soldiers, the same that had watched at the sepulchre, and went to greet the face of Christ, as if to a great spectacle, and saw him with his disciples. Now while they were standing, and wondering, and gazing at him, he looked at them, and said to them, What is it? Do ye believe in me? Procla, know that in the covenant which God gave to the fathers, it is said that every body which had perished should live by means of my death, which ye have seen. And now, ye see that I live, whom ye crucified. And I suffered many things, till that I was laid in the sepulchre. But now, hear me, and believe in my Father - God who is in me. For I loosed the cords of death, and brake the gates of Sheol; and my coming shall be hereafter. And when Procla my wife and the Romans heard these things, they came and told me, weeping; for they also were against him, when they devised the evils which they had done unto him. So that, I also was on the couch of my bed in affliction, and put on a garment of mourning, and took unto me fifty Romans with my wife and went into Galilee. And when I was going in the way I testified these things; that Herod did these things by me, that he took counsel with me, and constrained me to arm my hands against him, and to judge him that judgeth all, and to scourge the Just One, Lord of the just. And when we drew nigh to him, 0 Herod, a great voice was heard from heaven, and dreadful thunder, and the earth trembled, and gave forth a sweet smell, like unto which was never perceived even in the temple of Jerusalem. Now while I stood in the way, our Lord saw me as he stood and talked with his disciples. But I prayed in my heart, for I knew that it was he whom ye delivered unto me, that he was Lord of created things and Creator of all. But we, when we saw him, all of us fell upon our faces before his feet. And I said with a loud voice, I have sinned, 0 Lord, in that I sat and judged thee, who avengest all in truth. And lo, I know that thou art God, the Son of God, and I beheld thy humanity and not thy divinity. But Herod, with the children of Israel, constrained me to do evil unto thee. Have pity, therefore, upon me, 0 God of Israel ! And my wife, in great anguish, said, God of heaven and of earth, God of Israel, reward me not according to the deeds of Pontius Pilate, nor according to the will of the children of Israel, nor according to the thought of the sons of the priests; but remember my husband in thy glory! Now our Lord drew near and raised up me and my wife, and the Romans; and I looked at him and saw there were on him the scars of his cross. And be said, That which all the righteous fathers hoped to receive, and saw not - in thy time the Lord of Time, the Son of Man, the Son of the Most High, who is for ever, arose from the dead, and is glorified on high by all that he created, and established for ever and ever. 1. Justinus, one of the writers that were in the days of Augustus and Tiberius and Gaius, wrote in his third discourse: Now Mary the Gali1aean, who bare the Christ that was crucified in Jerusalem, had not been with a husband. And Joseph did not abandon her; but Joseph continued in sanctity without a wife, he and his five sons by a former wife; and Mary continued without a husband. 2. Theodorus wrote to Pilate the Governor: Who was the man, against whom there was a complaint before thee, that he was crucified by the men of Palestine? If the many demanded this righteously, why didst thou not consent to their righteousness? And if they demanded this unrighteously, how didst thou transgress the law and command what was far from righteousness? Pilate sent to him: - Because he wrought signs I did not wish to crucify him: and since his accusers said, He calleth himself a king, I crucified him. 3. Josephus saith: Agrippa, the king, was clothed in a robe woven with silver, and saw the spectacle in the theatre of Caesarea. When the people saw that his raiment flashed, they said to him, Hitherto we feared thee as a man: henceforth thou art exalted above the nature of mortals. And he saw an angel standing over him, and he smote him as unto death. End of the Letter of Pilate to Herod. THE EPISTLE OF PONTIUS PILATE, WHICH HE WROTE TO THE ROMAN EMPEROR CONCERNING OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST. Pontius Pilate to Tiberius Caesar the Emperor - Greeting: UPON Jesus Christ, whom I fully made known to thee in my last, a bitter punishment hath at length been inflicted by the will of the people although I was unwilling and apprehensive. In good truth, no age ever had or will have a man so good and strict. But the people made a wonderful effort, and all their scribes, chiefs and elders agreed to crucify this ambassador of truth, their own prophets, like the Sibyls with us, advising the contrary; and when he was hanged super- natural signs appeared, and in the judgment of philosophers menaced the whole world with ruin. His disciples flourish, not belying their master by their behavior and continence of life; nay, in his name they are most beneficent. Had I not feared a sedition might arise among the people, who were almost furious, perhaps this man would have yet been living with us. Although, being rather compelled by fidelity to thy dignity, than led by my own inclination, I did not strive with all my might to prevent the sale and suffering of righteous blood, guiltless of every accusation, unjustly, indeed, through the maliciouness of men, and yet, as the Scriptures interpret, to their own destruction. Farewell. The 5th of the Calends of April. THE REPORT OF PILATE THE GOVERNOR, CONCERNING OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST; WHICH WAS SENT To AUGUSTUS CAESAR, IN ROME. IN those days, when our Lord Jesus Christ was crucified under Pontius Pilate, the governor of Palestine and Phoenicia, the things here recorded came to pass in Jerusalem, and were done by the Jews against the Lord. Pilate therefore sent the same to Caesar in Rome, along with his private report, writing thus: To the most potent, august, divine and awful Augustus Caesar, Pilate, the administrator of the Eastern Province: I have received information, most excellent one, in consequence of which I am seized with fear and trembling. For in this province which I administer, one of whose cities is called Jerusalem, the whole multitude of Jews delivered unto me a certain man called Jesus, and brought many accusations against him, which they were unable to establish by consistent evidence. But they charged him with one heresy in particular, namely, That Jesus said the Sabbath was not a rest, nor to be observed by them. For he performed many cures on that day, and made the blind see, and the lame walk, raised the dead, cleansed lepers, healed the paralytic who were wholly unable to move their body or brace their nerves, but could only speak and discourse, and he gave them power to walk and run, removing their infirmity by his word alone. There is another very mighty deed which is strange to the gods we have: he raised up a man who had been four days dead, summoning him by his word alone, when the dead man had begun to decay, and his body was corrupted by the worms which had been bred, and had the stench of a dog; but, seeing him lying in the tomb be commanded him to run, nor did the dead man at all delay, but as a bridegroom out of his chamber, so did he go forth from his tomb, filled with abundant perfume. Moreover, even such as were strangers, and clearly demoniacs, who had their dwelling in deserts, and devoured their own flesh, and wandered about like cattle and creeping things, he turned into inhabiters of cities and by a word rendered them rational, and prepared them to become wise and powerful, and illustrious, taking their food with all the enemies of the unclean spirits which were destructive in them, and which he cast into the depth of the sea. And, again, there was another who had a withered hand, and not only the hand but rather the half of the body of the man was like a stone, and be had neither the shape of a man nor the symmetry of a body: even him He healed with a word and rendered whole. And a woman also, who had an issue of blood for a long time, and whose veins and arteries were exhausted, and who did not bear a human body, being like one dead, and daily speechless, so that all the physicians of the district were unable to cure her, for there remained unto her not a hope of life; but as Jesus passed by she mysteriously received strength by his shadow falling on her, from behind she touched the hem of his garment, and immediately, in that very hour, strength filled her exhausted limbs, and as if she had never suffered anything, she began to run along towards Capernaum, her own city, so that she reached it in a six days' journey. And I have made known these things which I have recently been informed of, and which Jesus did on the Sabbath. And he did other miracles greater than these, so that I have observed greater works of wonder done by him than by the gods whom we worship. But Herod and Archelaus and Philip, Annas and Caiaphas, with all the people, deivered him to me, making a great tumult against me in order that I might try him. Therefore, I commanded him to be crucified, when I had first scourged him, though I found no cause in him for evil accusations or dealings. Now when he was crucified, there was darkness over all the world and the sun was obscured for half a day, and the stars appeared, but no lustre was seen in them; and the moon lost its brightness, as though tinged with blood; and the world of the departed was swallowed up;so that the very sanctuary of the temple, as they call it, did not appear to the Jews themselves at their fall, but they perceived a chasm in the earth, and the rolling of successive thunders. And amid this terror the dead appeared rising again, as the Jews themselves bore witness, and said that it was Abraham, and Isaac, and Jacob, and the twelve patriarchs, and Moses, and Job, who had died before, as they say, some three thousand five hundred years. And there were very many whom I myself saw appearing in the body, and they made lamentation over the Jews, because of the transgression which was committed by them, and because of the destruction of the Jews and of their law. And the terror of the earthquake continued from the sixth hour of the preparation until the ninth hour; and when it was evening on the first day of the week, there came a sound from heaven, and the heaven became seven times more luminous than on all other days. And at the third hour of the night the sun appeared more luminous than it had ever shone, lighting up the whole hemisphere. And as lightning - flashes suddenly come forth in a storm, so there were seen men, lofty in stature, and surpassing in glory, a countless host, crying out, and their voice was heard as that of exceedingly loud thunder, Jesus that was crucified is risen again: come up from Hades ye that were enslaved in the subterraneous recesses of Hades. And the chasm in the earth was as if it had no bottom; but it was so that the very foundations of the eaith appeared, with those that shouted in heaven, and walked in the body among the dead that were raised. And He that raised up all the dead and bound Hades said, Say to my disciples, He goeth before you into Galilee, there shall ye see Him. And all that night the light ceased not shining. And many of the Jews died in the chasm of the earth, being swallowed up, so that on the morrow most of those who had been against Jesus were not to be found. Others saw the apparition of men rising again whom none of us had ever seen. One synagogue of the Jews was alone left in Jerusalem itself, for they all disappeared in that ruin. Therefore being astounded by that terror, and being possessed with the most dreadful trembling, I have written what I saw at that time and sent it to thine excellency; and I have inserted what was done against Jesus by the Jews, and sent it to thy divinity, my lord. ===============================================================

 

 

 

Steven Allen wrote is his autobiography that there should be a fourth R, reason, taught in school.  It was the Greek philosophers who stressed that the purpose of education was to give their students (since the philosophers were the teachers of young men) the ability to reason.  We would do well to follow their example and add a fourth R.

        I would add one more subject, the vision of utopia.  To understand how far we can evolve we would study the many ways in which harm is done.  I am sickened when I hear news of deaths and suffering.  I am saddened when I see a person limited by a wheel chair or gross obesity.  And I want to cry out THINK!!! when I observe how our people support the old apple cart of our political system.  I think about how much better our nation would be if our people would demand of our elected officials the assiduous promotion of the public weal.  I want to shout at the common herd concerning all their foolish beliefs.  This website is that shout. 

 

Jk’s FAITH (first statement thereof)

Written 11/04

          Often I feel religious.  It is a feeling of the gods presence, a warm, peaceful feeling.  Often my intellectual side kicks whisper in my ear, “do good.”  I know that this is how I can best serve the gods.  Being requires being aware; viz., being a skeptic in the sense of forming beliefs according to the weight of the evidence there for.  Such a person would be the most pleasing to the gods--see The Rinker.  At the top of the list of good things is—because of my training in science and philosophy--to promote the evolution of man to a higher state of enlightenment.  I feel a calling similar to Socrates’.  In so doing, using foggy thought is instructive.  The best well-known example is that related to religions.  I thus scoop us the bullshit that the common-herd leaves in their process of venerating the gods.  (Yes, gods, for as David Hume pointed out if a process brought about a god, then why not many gods?  Moreover the Christians and Jews in calling the deities of other faiths "gods", they have through usage established the meaning of god, and so established their angles, devils, and saints qualify).  I find much in religion that offends reason.

          But it is much more.  In my life as a guiding principle is utilitarianism, which states that we are to promote the public weal.  Being that I have some skill due to years of university training in the communication of ideas, I have chosen this method to promote the publics good.  I, like Bertrand Russell, John Stuart Mill, Thomas Paine and others feel that much harm has been done in promoting the fictions (including its misguided morality).  As John Stuart Mill in his autobiography said of his father (and by intent applied to himself):  He [James] looked upon it as the greatest enemy of morality; by setting up factitious excellencies beliefs in creeds, devotional feelings, and ceremonies, not connected with the good of human kind and causing these to be accepted as substitutes for genuine virtue; but above all, by radical vitiating the standard of morals, making it consist in doing the will of a being, on whom it lavishes indeed all the phrases of adulation, but whom in sober truth it depicts as eminently hateful.  The popular examples of religion not violate the principles of ethics and reason. 

          Of course religion is not the only great evil that the masses ought to perceive with clarity.  On the podium of awards beside religion stands our political-economic system.  Like athletes on a team, there are numerous connections and similarities.  Both are more concerned about their own ends that truth.  Both know that careful, analytic analysis turns people way from their folds.  And both care squat little—other than lip service—for the public weal. 

          On the positive side, I argue--as indicated above—for the promotion of the public weal and mastering the use of logical analysis.  Personal happiness is an essential element in the promotion of the public weal.  Three keys (besides mastering the art of logical analysis with all that it entails) has been presented: The Love of all Things, selflessness, and understanding scientific psychology.  All this is done not for the sake of pleasing the gods, but rather for the sake of happiness.  If there are gods and they do reward the good and wise the most, then those with the spirit of philosophy will fare the best.  If however what the evidence favors is true; well, than not living in the future is no worse than not living before birth. 

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